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- Worry Not
- Do I Create My Situations? I Do
- Suicide Note
- Reverse Back Up. Am I – I Am
- Pretty Cool Last Note Of Day 1
“Do Not Worry” | Ellie Holcomb | OFFICIAL LYRIC VIDEO
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Worry Not
Seat Belt Seat Belt Don’t drink & drive cops follow to Reinforce the thought.
Thank You. The warning headed.
Bad thoughts after being fought with. With my Angel Don. or creating the fight
Do I create my fights? I do.
Why did I write this? Nichoal always would get in the truck and repeat a few times seat belt, seat belt. I normally would have a beer popped open on my way home. I Know people do not judge me. open container is a norm on the island not where you are at this moment.
Which just get us back to we are a product of our surroundings and conditioning. Not the product that we actually are. We are Perfect.
Don and I had a disagreement of morals, Do I create my fights based on my morals? I do. Right is right, we all know what is right and real. We feel it within ourSelf. Do not compromise what you know is right. Do not sell out for a fast buck or a moment of earthly knowing when Knowing is listening to your SELF first.
Do I Create My Situations? I Do
I’m not a Doctor
I’m not a PHD.
I’m not a Shrink
I AM the creator of myself
I Love Me
Writing this on May 11th and writing what I have learned after this first day.
It does not matter what your title is, As I told my Angel Scott a PhD. once, I said it seems my smartest friend are the ones with no clue. Paraphrased.
In the book No Limits and Hawaiian philosophy that we create our own existence and we are responsible for all others that cross our paths. We create our situations.
We just need to see that the situation can be changed by creating a new situation and Belief in what we create can be whatever we want it to be.
I Create Me, You create you. Who do I want to be? Just me I guess.
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Am I Paranoid?
Back to Jim he said what I wrote.
Suicide Note as a title for book but he asked me what I was doing. I said writing he said
What a suicide note as he knows as my Dange what I do.
Am I PARANOID?
Why of all things to say would this even come out of his mouth? My mind is reeling at this time with thoughts that only God and his wisdom would know what I am thinking and writing and now He is showing me the power of Knowing things.
Reverse Back Up
Am I, reverse that backup
I AM
Do not question YourSelf
Why not?
Why am I now writing out all the thoughts in my head?
Pretty good need to meditate
I am in a conversation deep within myself here at this point. Why ask AM I?
When we can Say I Am. All part of creating our own existences and doing it with our thoughts.
Meditate see what you are. See what you have become. Be what you want within yourself. Know all we are is what we create.
Page 59 Last Notes Of Day One
Pretty Cool Need to Meditate
Day 2 Starts
I went to bed after that my head still filled with thoughts of things I should be writing – I slept for a few hours, woke at 1:45 AM Thought of Dangel Don being up and having coffee. – I looked at my phone. watched videos of batteries & off-grid systems. Why – What. continued next.
That was the beginning of Day 2
Today is May 11th, that was April 1.
After this, I am hearing Prepare again in my head. That is all for now on this. But Dangel Don and I spoke of it again last night. Hmmm.
You speak and write about angels/dangles….don, jim, nicole.KAREN WHEN DO YOU EVER WRITE/SPEAK ABOUT THE PEOPLE THAT TRULEY LOVE YOU? LEE& SANDY, lARRY & NANCY, YOUR MOTHER, NICHOLAS, ME! sEATBELT, SEATBELT, THAT IS YOUR CONCERN, THATS WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO WRITE ABOUT? dOES SHE KNOW?
You ask “THATS WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO WRITE ABOUT? dOES SHE KNOW?” I did not choose to write any of this. You Are Loved. I guess this is for you. See pages 77+