Pages 39-42
The most exciting pages I am writing and yet I can not express what I am trying to say.
- Am I A New Soul (how does page 85 fit here)
- Write About Crack
- Homeless
- The Mission
- PAGE 41
- ONE
- Thank you, Father.
Reason – [Lyric Video] Unspoken Listen to it!!
This was the song playing and perfect for this entry. I just put what I hear. Listen and learn.
These pages are strong they are coming back to me with extra meaning since I wrote them. Since I have continued to listen, since the beginning. WOW how cool.
Photo by Mukul Kumar on Unsplash
Pages 39-42
Am I A New Soul?
Is this why I search for love?
Love above all else
Why do I do that?
(Don) side note. Kept bringing reference to writing things down and how ludicris life is.
His eyes shone brilliantly. (next page)
I was once asked by a friend I had just met if I ever met a new soul? I had never thought about it, as I always thought of myself as an old soul. This comes up again later in a profound way. Page 85 I am including here. It is relevant. Neophyte Really?
Page 85 Neophyte
It means new doctrine new to a subject – skill or belief.
neophyte (plural neophytes)
- A beginner; a person who is new to a subject, skill, or belief. quotations ▼
- A novice (recent convert); a new convert or proselyte; a new monk. quotations ▼
- Synonym: novice
- (Christianity) A name given by the early Christians, and still given by the Roman Catholics, to those who have recently embraced the Christian faith, and been admitted to baptism, especially those converts from heathenism or Judaism.
More on page 85 when I get to it in sequence. It seems this is where I start looking into my future writings, word and videos to express the journey I am writing all this for. So More Deja Vu to come.
page 40
Continued;
His eyes shone brilliant blue as did Nichols my apparent TEST (Why Important?) the word test. and Why all UPPERCASE?
Write About Crack!!
Homeless (The Mission)
The Mission Helping.
I do listen. Help me Listen better.
Add Pastor Abe or Just add everyone that I see or next we are all in Heaven.
TEST I wrote why important? Why all CAP’s 3/7 Positive Nelson at serenity’s Nest perhaps? or Nichoal as my test for unknown reasons to resist or to find something once lost. ✌️
All I get coming to me is Nichole, she always askes if this is a test when I may say something she perceives as a challenge or test I guess.
We all perceive what we hear differently unless two people are completely on the same page and know what the other means when something is said or unsaid. ✌️
Write About Crack been there done that, big issue everywhere. I have experimented many times. If you want to see demons, crack is how to do it. An experience I would not wish on anyone. It is a love-hate relationship. The last time was to experience what I might see. I can now rebuke demons as I am told I can, so I rebuke the demons. Rebuke your demons and bad spirits. You have authority.
“Crack is Whack”
Whitney Houston
The Mission is the Lighthouse Mission outreach program that feeds 25-40 people each morning here in St. Croix. https://lighthouseusvi.org/ Those that need a meal and the homeless. I have had the honor of helping serve God and my fellow brothers at the mission for well over a month. All the while I was the one being served. What a glorious experience to feel when you do something only for the Glory of God. Help with a donation if you can.
I have also often seen my later years as homeless myself. I think I would gladly be homeless as long as I can feel as I do now.
I Do Listen Help me listen better.
I believe I was talking to God letting Him know I do listen, Help me listen better was my response to the voice in my head. Heck he has been having me write all this in just hours, I can ask can’t I?
Add Pastor Abe. Or just
Page 41
Page 41, my thought before I was told Page 41 and recorded the page 41 message. WOW!
As I read this, I feel in my Self that what I would write is we just don’t remember we are all with God at all times. That this perception of where we are what we are doing and what we are experiencing is what we need or want to experience. But know that we are all One and a part of God.
There are so many ways to perceive what the Bible says and there are those that have their own philosophy of what is said and what it means.
Wow Update 4/7 a few days later after writing this I started making videos of myself and what my guides are saying to me. As I turned out the lights a final video was made. All I said was hmmm page 41 page 41 hmmm I had no clue but looked the next day at my video. I did not remember making it. But it is clear to me they wanted me to read and remember. Everyone I see or meet we are in Heaven We Just don’t remember.
Almost Home by Mercyme is playing as I write this. Seems fitting
This video I recorded just before going to bed on April 5th. Mind you these notes were all being written on March 31st. (Were they written on the 31st? today I listened to the video song and realize these notes were done a few days before. I think but don’t know so perhaps this is being written for me to just remember me.)
I was told page 41, as you can see I have no clue what that meant until I read page 41 the next day.
The note to myself under the video says. “You Know Jay. You know, pray always we are one. Write your book.”
April 5th was a huge writing day but this was a Whaaaa moment.
Now the next day April 6th morning realizations.
Page 42
Dan, Margee & The Kids
I keep adding to the list.
I will see all I love when I open my eyes
We are all ONE.
Thank you, Father, Thank you Don, Jim, Matt, Scott, Rene, Frank, Lori, and all the She’s so nice, He is great Angels.
All angels I meet, know, and will meet.
How can I judge anyone? If they are me, I judge me.
Take this verse from side note We Are All ONE
John 10:30 I and the Father are One. You choose how you want to perceive the statement. And please read it in its full context. Not as a verse I write to make a point.
As for me through this experience. We are all One. Just as the cells of your body are part of you, we are all part of God. If God is the ocean, we are all just the drops of water, the fish, the coral, the plants, crustations. All a part of the all-encompassing ocean.
Update 4/7 I feel I am being helped to remember. Is that being helped to enlightenment? Lord enlighten me and let me help others. I love you.
WAKE UP I told myself earlier. Are we all just asleep dreaming of this existence? To wake up and see we are back home. In the Kingdom of Heaven or On earth as it is in Heaven. When my eyes opened to these things seeing all my Brothers & Sisters as fellow Angels helping me along the path, I am still unsure of everything.
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