Pages 34 – 38
- Is Don a Saint?
- Fear & Love
- Taught you About
- Write A Book
- Rapid Thoughts
- Forgiveness…
Crowder – All My Hope ft. Tauren Wells
Photo by Brett Jordan on Unsplash
I choose these videos based on what I Hear. I hope you Listen. There was one by crowder here that I replaced when I heard this as I was doing my night study and struggling to even add these pages they were blacked out in the original Pdf. I was going to remove some pages and hide some of my writing since I know the words written may hurt those I love. Know that there is more to this than these Pages. The story unfolds but IS IS and this is what I wrote. Read Between the Lines!
Pages 34 – 38
Is Don A Saint
Is Don the saint? & forgot Jim’s name for a second to grace
Some power written gibberish hmm just spelled that right. Hmmm.
Jim the
I Choose Joy over all things. I can help the laughter I think is what it says
Love & Fear
Still day one and high but written very clearly not like the other pages at all.
Fear & Love There is fear which comes into our hearts when we love. — Not what I started to write
Note 3 months ago I purchase crossed out bought.
NO PILLOW, NO PROBLEM.
Explain about when Angel Jim Plumber the Carpenter.
When I wrote “not what I started to say” I lost all thought as I was going to write something profound. Then gone!
No Pillow No Problem As I went to stop my notes for a moment. I leaned back on my two huge Pillows I have on my bench seat.
They were gone I had taken them to Jims boat that day to do a color match. But no matter. No Pillows No Problem I leaned against the hard wall and felt comfortable with this nonexistent issue.
Pages 36 & 37
Taught You About
Im Sorry I kept your Allen wrench
LMAO so long (EXCUSE)
Excuses for Sin <- NONE ->
Own up admit be redeemed (confess)
I Love you.
Oh to Megan and Karen
You see I borrowed Jim’s Alen wrench and was LMAO because I was being very slow to return it. I liked it. I was going to wait till asked. Not a good thing.
Then I heard Him say You Know What I Mean I wrote Oh to Megan and Karen. Yes, I owe them a huge unforgivable debt. I fucked up. I hurt those I love and was incarcerated for it. The video above and the Grace of God I was once one way and now another.
Write a book
Karen my only tru- true Love
Write a book
Own up = Fear
Lee said Don’t write a book I have been asked in my thoughts to and Do you not listen to SELF GOD
Karen Wife 3 Not my only true love. Not sure why I wrote it. I did feel close to her. And I hurt her.
I don’t think this blog is the book that needs to be written, That book will be an exposure to the system we live in. The just and unjust of our great nation. Persecution at all costs.
I end this as Tracy Chapman comes on singing Save Us All.
Sometimes in life, there are those of us that live a normal as possible life then all shit hits the fan. The lower levels of our brains take over and we do shameful, unthinkable things. God uses us from our fear and shame.
1 Corinthians 2: 1-3
When I came to you, brothers, I did not come with eloquence or superior wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God. For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling.
Page 38
Rapid Thoughts
I was experiencing some rather fast and furious thought process for the next few pages.
Thoughts coming in rapidly, Very fast
One Experience after another
Same face Same question same influence
WAKE UP by now I am realizing the dream I am in. Perhaps the same dream we are all in.
Graham, Matt, Nichole, Nick, Don, Jim, Mitch.
I kept seeing the faces, all the same, all different the same way I see them in my meditations.
Almost like a DeJavue of all and all ore One.
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