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Any writing in a different color are notes from the next morning in this case it is a few weeks later. April 1st 2021 Tracy Chapman is singing At this point in my life. I have included it here.
I have tried to differentiate between what I have written in bold Italic from my notes.
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Where do you start when seeking Truth.
I Started Writing it down.
We all have been told to keep a pad of paper by the nightstand. I did and it was not all that inspiring until I met Him.
A journey of incredible understanding. This starts off a little mundane until the Love stepped in. But then again, as I read the first 4 pages it all makes sense on page 5. When the light goes on, the first 4 pages were preparing me for the journey. Gotta laugh! All images are of my notes. My interpretations are in the written text
There are so many books on spiritualism.
Eastern and Western philosophy. World
viewers and Bible thumpers. I woke up
last week and wrote this down.
Think Different –
1. The Chosen
2. ACIM A Course In
Miracles.
3.Life Teachings of the Masters
of the Far East.
4. The Bible.
Give with Advertising Choices
One of my Dangles, IÂ coined the phrase, demon or Angel to be determined. Had been planting in my ear and mind for some time, that I should always write things out. Make a list. So these pages are from when I listened to him.
Key Players: I was told by a good friend that this is a bit hard to navigate and read. I have to agree. She mentioned not knowing who, what, when, where. So I listed them. Here are the key players I talk about in my pages, all are human Dangels. Don, Jim, A guy I will call Sensi, Dan, Margee and the kids. And a few more will be added to the list later.
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Do you believe in miracles?
At first, I was just writing down simple quotes and lines from the books I read in the mornings.
My routine has been to try and pray before all else. Sometimes that would not happen.
Today I wrote: Do you believe the Grail healed the Brothers?
It’s NOT POSSIBLE which is what makes a Miracle a Miracle.
TO NON-BELIEVERS!
Have you ever seen or believed in a miracle Something impossible happening.
Note: my pages are marked on the left-hand side of the pictures. I will try to explain as I go.
Adding to notes on 4/7/2021 I believe in Miracles. This is all leading back to March 31st page 7
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That is what makes the Miracle. !
!! (The more you doubt it the more marvelous the miracle) !!
***WHY DOUBT ANYTHING***
I am about to find out I wrote these pages a few days before my experience of UNKNOWING.
*We are all Miracles We create our Miracles.*
We Create Our World
We crate our world
Through God
Through Grace.
Through Glory
GGG = God Grace Glory
Simple GGG
(This page was written around 3/22/21 I am so in Love with God right now! 4/7/21)
Pages 5 Prelude
The Light Goes On! I Got High
How long does THC stay in your system? I think 3 days since for 3 days I have been on a journey of love and understanding to the point of laughter and tears.
It was early evening March 31st for days I was in total Bliss and continued to write.
I Got high with a friend of mine, I don’t get high, so this was an incredible trip. Note: getting high is not a thing I do, so as I read my notes and transcribe and clarify things you will see me say with a clear head on many pages. LOL just so you know.
On the next 50+ pages you will see the page I wrote that night 3/31/21. What I was experiencing was much different than what I wrote.
I truly believe this is when my guides came to me to have me write things down. I have not been the same since. I get misty so much reading what I wrote and even writing because I am so humbled and grateful. A state of bliss as I write. When I started recording myself with video, I realized I was hearing them and upon looking at my writings I thought Don was speaking or communicating with me mentally as I saw him as an Angel. It could have been Don or as I think about Guides, maybe them, or it was most likely a combination.
I was beginning to see that my angel might be a demon hmm. Don’t listen to Don. The last words on the second page here. I felt they were distracting me.
I wrote: the light goes on, thank you! You know what I mean. I can see this. (I am sure at this time he is an angel. So, he should know what I mean. He should be able to hear me even if I am not speaking.
No don no. O.K. Don Why yes? Angel?
I’m high in another plane of existence. I wrote, Is I love you don after he said. Always Question (this comes into play later.) 30’ Power Cat Don’t Listen to Don.
(I did not want to listen they were trying to distract me 30’ power cat … Why?? First my angel now I am writing don’t listen to Don. Guides?)
Update: april 7th radio talking about a verse I was driving not listening, But I heard and have to look it up, the prayer after I think David and ?? Got out of jail it also said in the prayer to the people ‘Let yourselves not be distracted by…I wish I got the verse location, But I heard what I was supposed to I guess.. I will look it up now. Wow just looked in bible and online. Online apparently distractions in speaking to God is a common thing. I guess my guides were trying to keep me focused. Now the fun weird and wild stuff starts.
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